seanblog: "Who am I?" by SeanBateman9

I go by the name of Sean
iam the river of lust that flows thru your mind and body while you lobotimized in the cow cubicles
and the mind-frozen consumer over medicated proletariat
yeah thats me - on the fringe
the lunatic fringe - of heat...
if love is warm
then I'am the lust-hot
the hot hot viagra --boner hot heat
that spins your dreams and seduces you...
into the alleyway
into the backroom
into the dog pile
doggystyle
the missionaries and the saints
the whores and the unwanted
the bare-backing tina-twinks
and the all star muscle daddies
baby
they all come to me
in their greed and pain and fear and wanting
wanting to know my secrets and deep deep waters
I'am the reason why poets cry
and angels fall to earth
I didnt say that I have the power
I'am the power
and I'am standing right here in front of you...
and every secret and all your confessions
and your self-hatreds and petty resentments
belong to me
are born from me -
iam neither good nor bad
but iam where the twilight meets the light
and the dusk kisses the dawn
Iam the unspoken and the unseen...
iam all your dreams and your nightmares too
call me what you will
fame
lust
money greed
avarice
light
orgasm
daddy
coach
bitch
sweetheart
hung
butch
fag
dyke
whore
star
loner loser
abuser
user
dreamer...
Iam years ahead of you and youll never touch me
never
but you will feel me
when i slid my raw dick into your hole
when you swallow something you shouldnt
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when you go into the white room
when you put on the handcuffs
when you lower your voice...
when you raise it in rage...
thats where I'll be swetheart...
in the shadows
in the alley...
in the penthouse before the knife goes in...
before the drugs hit your brain...
the cum jizzes ur hole...
before the blood hits the carpet...
before you know what happened
I'am here - I'am there
I'am not like....you
iam not like you...
iam not like you....
I'am you...
I'am all the things daddy said and all the things mommy did
iam never what you expected
but iam always what you wanted....
*******

I'am what you can never guess at
and iam always waiting for you....
iam there when you overdose and i there to hold your hand
when your about to fly...
I'am the adreniline rush
and the slow burn...
iam nothing if not the unseen
but im there none the less
who am i ?
Iam in the morgue
I'am in the VIP lounge
in the Viper -room
Iam in the boardroom and the confession booth and the porn booth
I could be blue or red or black

you can talk to me right before you get to heaven or descend into hell....
the moment you think you see me ill be gone
I'am just around the corner
or waiting for you when you pass out
right before you cum and usually just before you go...
thats me
i hop bodies and i run through time and no, you wont ever catch me
but youll always try to



you know who iam --
and
I'll see ya soon....
heheee
amen
heheee
I'll see ya soon...